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Now, on to the more serious side of this post.
I will admit that I have a hard time letting go. It's my need to process everything thus I make it into something reasonable and understandable.
What do I want to let go of? That's easy, the past four years. The past four years have been a mix of craziness and changes. People change, grow, and move on. Sometimes I feel like I haven't changed, and I'm still the same person, just older.
Letting go of the past is the hardest thing to do. While I was unhappy about how things turned out, someone told me that I can't judge the past based on how things turned out. So when things went sour I can't look back at my memories and see them all as sour because things didn't work out the way I wanted.
Things didn't turn out exactly as I imagined, and that's life. In another four years I imagine things will be very different from how I plan and want them to be.
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” ~ Marilyn Monroe
